Thursday, March 25

Happy Birthday, MP!

My dear, sweet niece is 7 today! I had always planned to be there for her birthday, as my first trip back to Mississippi since the move, but no job means no expendable funds means no plane tickets :(
------ MMS ------
Sent: Mar 25, 2010 5:46 AM
7 and up and ready for her day!!!!

Wednesday, March 24

The Denver Post: Nearly all without power to be restored by evening


The sender included the following message:
So, after last week's 10 inches had almost completely melted away we got hit with another Spring snow storm, this time bringing us at least a foot and about an hour with no power! We got some good pictures but all the fun was soon over when I started helping K with the shoveling. It was like shoveling mud, the snow was so thick! I believe I will be sore and definitely got my workout in today. Here's an article about the storm and its aftermath.

About 4,500 customers in the Denver and Boulder areas remained without power this afternoon, but energy crews hope to restore nearly everyone by this evening, Xcel Energy said this afternoon. View Full Story



http://www.denverpost.com/ci_14747431
http://www.denverpost.com

Sunday, March 21

March 19th Snow

We had about 10 inches of snow on the eve of the "official" start of Spring.  From what I could tell most of the South and Northeast were having their best spring-weather day of the year, at least that is what mom said of Jackson, MS when we talked yesterday and the bikini picture of my friend EH on her roof in D.C. said enough.  Oh, not to mention that my other friend, KT in Oxford was knocking off of work early to soak up the sunshine and warm weather on a bar balcony with a Toddy! 

No worries here though, the snow was beautiful and probably the most I had seen fall since I got here.  We went out this morning with the doggies  and as you can see they had a big time.  D just LOVES it and would literally bury half her body under the snow.  To our surprise the little ones weren't bothered by it at all either...or the ducks!

Friday, March 19

14 weeks and 4 days in Denver

Today has been quite a change since Wednesday.  We have at least six inches of snow on the ground, with the anticipation of at least six more before it stops falling, and we reached our high (33 degrees) for the day at 9:30 a.m.  I ran four miles on Wednesday in near 70 degree temperatures.  I have not done much more than go from the couch to the kitchen to the bathroom since that 4 miler on Wednesday.  I wish I could blame it on the weather, but yesterday was beautiful too, topping off around 67 degrees and mostly sunny all day, and I did not get out of my pajamas all day.  My moods seem to be as unpredictable as the Colorado weather.

I enjoyed the run on Wednesday, even though it was quite a struggle, but the motivation and euphoria of a good workout really boosted my spirits... which I know is a common outcome when I am on a good exercise regimen.  So, I ask myself, "Why do you not get into an exercise routine?"  I think some of it is because of the weather, but that is a weak excuse because some days it will be in the 30s and I still get out and do some activity.  I also think that not having a gym-alternative is another excuse (weak, as well) that I give myself about 50% of the time.  I am pretty disgusted with myself for not making some positive personal strides with all of this "free" time I have been forced to experience.  Okay, okay...forced is a little strong, but I would trade these couch days for a paycheck in a heartbeat, naturally.  I do admit that the first three or four weeks I thoroughly enjoyed not having a schedule or having to be at work or having to get out of the house; however, now I desperately want a schedule and to be at work and to have to get out of the house.   So herein lies my disgust, because I shouldn't need anymore motivation than the desire to get up and go and get going and get out of the house and get to exercising and to lose 15 lbs (yes, I seriously do need to shed at least that).  I do sincerely desire to do these things.  BUT...there it is, of course there is a but.  I am just not doing anything.  Since having a couple interviews a week and a half ago, I have done nothing productive for the most part...at least productive for myself.  You know like, exercise, read a good book, journal, prepare my taxes, go to the cool tea shop down the road, take D to Red Rocks, watch the food I'm putting in my mouth, etc., etc.   All of these are small little things that add up to a huge positive change in my attitude but I simply am not doing them.  Honestly, I am consumed with getting a job and the lack of "in"-come that I have had.  I anticipated it being February before getting a job, though I did not expect April and still no job.  I lay my head down at the end of each day and am in disbelief that another day has passed and still no job, and not even no job, but no call back, no email response, no interest in my Resume whatsoever.  So naturally I wake up with that same thought, though in the form of pleading internally that "today be the day, God, please let today be the day."  And then the day ends again, and the process repeats itself.

Okay, so I know enough to recognize that I do need to stop obsessing because it has clearly become counter-productive, though I am really not sure that obsessing was ever any form of productive.  I also realize that I need to just get OUT, leave the house, go drop some resumes in person, go to a book reading, just GO.  I do know the things that I need to do, but I just am as hard-headed and stubborn as they come and I need a freaking cow prod making me get out of my own way and do what I know I should and am capable of doing.  ...a cow prod, or a good girl friend!  My friend JH was great at getting me on track.  She's actually the one who got me going on the packing wagon for my move back in November.  So, here's the test...and it's been here for at least two months.  The responsibility is own me, not a friend, not K, me and me alone.

So, today is Friday...another week shot, no job, no weight lost, no real exercise done.  My approach to next week must be different.  Poor K for having to endure this side of me!  He sure does love me.  Thank you for your never ending positive attitude about the job.  I am so very happy to be here with you and us making it.  I don't worry about us or our future.  I just want to start carrying my weight around here.

Wednesday, March 17

Crazy Weather!

So currently is is 67 degrees here in Denver, tomorrow will be a little cooler but Friday it is supposed to snow and possibly a good bit.  How crazy is that?!  This keeps happening to me, and apparently it is just how it is.  Everytime I finally get my booty up and motivated to workout/run/walk dogs/be outside the freezing-A** weather comes back!! 

See for yourself:  (courtesy of 9 News)

Thursday: Mostly sunny in the morning, partly cloudy in the afternoon. It looks like any rain showers will hold off until after sunset. Morning lows will be from 35 to 39 degrees, afternoon highs from 62 to 67 degrees.
Friday: Rain in the early morning, changing to a rain/snow mix then all snow for the afternoon and evening.
Exact snowfall amounts can't be forecasted until we determined exactly when the rain will change over to all snow. Please check back for updates. Morning lows will be from 25 to 30 degrees, afternoon highs from 32 to 36 degrees.
Saturday: Light snow in the morning and early afternoon. Slow clearing late in the day. Morning lows are forecast to be from 10 to 15 degrees, afternoon highs from 30 to 35 degrees.
Sunday: Sunny and cool with light winds. Morning lows are forecast to be from 17 to 22 degrees, afternoon highs from 45 to 50 degrees.

Monday, March 15

Is there anyone there?



Are y'all even reading this?  haha.  I know I shouldn't be concerned with that, I mean it is after all just a silly blog basically all about me...  just curious though...

Friday, March 12

Ramblings from the couch

I need a job.  I need a job.  I NEED A JOB. 

I can't believe how much time has already passed since moving here.  Even though this week seemed slow, and I am not complaining about that since I need time to creep by, but the months are going pretty fast.  UGH.  Anyway, trying not to wallow, I will focus on some positives:

The sun is shining and it is going to be in the 50s today and maybe even the 60s next week.  The backyard is pretty much ice free, and all the snow has melted from the front (a sign the days are warmer).  I did have four interviews in 8 days (2 at same place).  K will be off on Sunday.  I talked to my sister today.  I am not sick.  I have intentions to walk the dogs and hopefully run.  I plan to go to a Farmers Market tomorrow and at least get some local eggs.  The house is not that cold today.  I am going to eat a waffle for lunch.  I live in Colorado (so exciting to say)!  I am going to hear some good music tonight and enjoy being out with K. 

Okay, so life is not terrible and of course things could be worse.  I am very much aware that near and dear friends and family are experience A LOT worse than me right now, so I am not complaining by any means...more just rambling. 

Please let more interviews come.  Have a great weekend and try to make the most of the time. 

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Monday, March 1

Any minute now my ship is coming in


Any minute now my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
And I'll stand on the bow
And feel the waves come crashing
Come crashing down, down, down on me

And you said,"Be still, my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in"
Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

When I awoke today suddenly nothing happened
But in my dreams I slew the dragon
And down this beaten path
And up this cobbled lane
I'm walking in my own footsteps once again

And you say,"Just be here now
Forget about the past
Your mask is wearing thin"
Let me throw one more dice
I know that I can win
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Any minute now my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
And I'll check my machine
There's sure to be that call
It's gonna happen soon, soon, oh so very soon
It's just that times are lean

And you say,"Be still, my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in"
Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Hey heyeyeyeyey
Hey yeeeeeee
Hey heyeyeyeyey
Eeh eeh eeh eeh eh x5

On a clear day
I can see, see for a long way

On a clear day
I can see, see a very long way