March 19th Snow

We had about 10 inches of snow on the eve of the "official" start of Spring.  From what I could tell most of the South and Northeast were having their best spring-weather day of the year, at least that is what mom said of Jackson, MS when we talked yesterday and the bikini picture of my friend EH on her roof in D.C. said enough.  Oh, not to mention that my other friend, KT in Oxford was knocking off of work early to soak up the sunshine and warm weather on a bar balcony with a Toddy! 

No worries here though, the snow was beautiful and probably the most I had seen fall since I got here.  We went out this morning with the doggies  and as you can see they had a big time.  D just LOVES it and would literally bury half her body under the snow.  To our surprise the little ones weren't bothered by it at all either...or the ducks!

14 weeks and 4 days in Denver

Today has been quite a change since Wednesday.  We have at least six inches of snow on the ground, with the anticipation of at least six more before it stops falling, and we reached our high (33 degrees) for the day at 9:30 a.m.  I ran four miles on Wednesday in near 70 degree temperatures.  I have not done much more than go from the couch to the kitchen to the bathroom since that 4 miler on Wednesday.  I wish I could blame it on the weather, but yesterday was beautiful too, topping off around 67 degrees and mostly sunny all day, and I did not get out of my pajamas all day.  My moods seem to be as unpredictable as the Colorado weather.

I enjoyed the run on Wednesday, even though it was quite a struggle, but the motivation and euphoria of a good workout really boosted my spirits... which I know is a common outcome when I am on a good exercise regimen.  So, I ask myself, "Why do you not get into an exercise routine?"  I think some of it is because of the weather, but that is a weak excuse because some days it will be in the 30s and I still get out and do some activity.  I also think that not having a gym-alternative is another excuse (weak, as well) that I give myself about 50% of the time.  I am pretty disgusted with myself for not making some positive personal strides with all of this "free" time I have been forced to experience.  Okay, okay...forced is a little strong, but I would trade these couch days for a paycheck in a heartbeat, naturally.  I do admit that the first three or four weeks I thoroughly enjoyed not having a schedule or having to be at work or having to get out of the house; however, now I desperately want a schedule and to be at work and to have to get out of the house.   So herein lies my disgust, because I shouldn't need anymore motivation than the desire to get up and go and get going and get out of the house and get to exercising and to lose 15 lbs (yes, I seriously do need to shed at least that).  I do sincerely desire to do these things.  BUT...there it is, of course there is a but.  I am just not doing anything.  Since having a couple interviews a week and a half ago, I have done nothing productive for the most part...at least productive for myself.  You know like, exercise, read a good book, journal, prepare my taxes, go to the cool tea shop down the road, take D to Red Rocks, watch the food I'm putting in my mouth, etc., etc.   All of these are small little things that add up to a huge positive change in my attitude but I simply am not doing them.  Honestly, I am consumed with getting a job and the lack of "in"-come that I have had.  I anticipated it being February before getting a job, though I did not expect April and still no job.  I lay my head down at the end of each day and am in disbelief that another day has passed and still no job, and not even no job, but no call back, no email response, no interest in my Resume whatsoever.  So naturally I wake up with that same thought, though in the form of pleading internally that "today be the day, God, please let today be the day."  And then the day ends again, and the process repeats itself.

Okay, so I know enough to recognize that I do need to stop obsessing because it has clearly become counter-productive, though I am really not sure that obsessing was ever any form of productive.  I also realize that I need to just get OUT, leave the house, go drop some resumes in person, go to a book reading, just GO.  I do know the things that I need to do, but I just am as hard-headed and stubborn as they come and I need a freaking cow prod making me get out of my own way and do what I know I should and am capable of doing.  ...a cow prod, or a good girl friend!  My friend JH was great at getting me on track.  She's actually the one who got me going on the packing wagon for my move back in November.  So, here's the test...and it's been here for at least two months.  The responsibility is own me, not a friend, not K, me and me alone.

So, today is Friday...another week shot, no job, no weight lost, no real exercise done.  My approach to next week must be different.  Poor K for having to endure this side of me!  He sure does love me.  Thank you for your never ending positive attitude about the job.  I am so very happy to be here with you and us making it.  I don't worry about us or our future.  I just want to start carrying my weight around here.

Crazy Weather!

So currently is is 67 degrees here in Denver, tomorrow will be a little cooler but Friday it is supposed to snow and possibly a good bit.  How crazy is that?!  This keeps happening to me, and apparently it is just how it is.  Everytime I finally get my booty up and motivated to workout/run/walk dogs/be outside the freezing-A** weather comes back!! 

See for yourself:  (courtesy of 9 News)

Thursday: Mostly sunny in the morning, partly cloudy in the afternoon. It looks like any rain showers will hold off until after sunset. Morning lows will be from 35 to 39 degrees, afternoon highs from 62 to 67 degrees.
Friday: Rain in the early morning, changing to a rain/snow mix then all snow for the afternoon and evening.
Exact snowfall amounts can't be forecasted until we determined exactly when the rain will change over to all snow. Please check back for updates. Morning lows will be from 25 to 30 degrees, afternoon highs from 32 to 36 degrees.
Saturday: Light snow in the morning and early afternoon. Slow clearing late in the day. Morning lows are forecast to be from 10 to 15 degrees, afternoon highs from 30 to 35 degrees.
Sunday: Sunny and cool with light winds. Morning lows are forecast to be from 17 to 22 degrees, afternoon highs from 45 to 50 degrees.

Is there anyone there?

Are y'all even reading this?  haha.  I know I shouldn't be concerned with that, I mean it is after all just a silly blog basically all about me...  just curious though...

Ramblings from the couch

I need a job.  I need a job.  I NEED A JOB. 

I can't believe how much time has already passed since moving here.  Even though this week seemed slow, and I am not complaining about that since I need time to creep by, but the months are going pretty fast.  UGH.  Anyway, trying not to wallow, I will focus on some positives:

The sun is shining and it is going to be in the 50s today and maybe even the 60s next week.  The backyard is pretty much ice free, and all the snow has melted from the front (a sign the days are warmer).  I did have four interviews in 8 days (2 at same place).  K will be off on Sunday.  I talked to my sister today.  I am not sick.  I have intentions to walk the dogs and hopefully run.  I plan to go to a Farmers Market tomorrow and at least get some local eggs.  The house is not that cold today.  I am going to eat a waffle for lunch.  I live in Colorado (so exciting to say)!  I am going to hear some good music tonight and enjoy being out with K. 

Okay, so life is not terrible and of course things could be worse.  I am very much aware that near and dear friends and family are experience A LOT worse than me right now, so I am not complaining by any means...more just rambling. 

Please let more interviews come.  Have a great weekend and try to make the most of the time. 

--

Any minute now my ship is coming in

Any minute now my ship is coming in

I'll keep checking the horizon

And I'll stand on the bow

And feel the waves come crashing

Come crashing down, down, down on me

And you said,"Be still, my love

Open up your heart

Let the light shine in"

Don't you understand?

I already have a plan

I'm waiting for my real life to begin

When I awoke today suddenly nothing happened

But in my dreams I slew the dragon

And down this beaten path

And up this cobbled lane

I'm walking in my own footsteps once again

And you say,"Just be here now

Forget about the past

Your mask is wearing thin"

Let me throw one more dice

I know that I can win

I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Any minute now my ship is coming in

I'll keep checking the horizon

And I'll check my machine

There's sure to be that call

It's gonna happen soon, soon, oh so very soon

It's just that times are lean

And you say,"Be still, my love

Open up your heart

Let the light shine in"

Don't you understand?

I already have a plan

I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Hey heyeyeyeyey

Hey yeeeeeee

Hey heyeyeyeyey

Eeh eeh eeh eeh eh x5

On a clear day

I can see, see for a long way

On a clear day

I can see, see a very long way

Irie Man

We celebrated Bob Marley's birthday at Herman's Hideaway. Lots of dreds, incense, and good jams made for an Irie evening!  You might be surprised to see the diversity at a Bob Marley celebration...I mean who doesn't like Reggae.  Looking forward to Reggae on the Rocks for sure. 


 

Hike @ Evergreen Mountain Park, Saturday, February 6

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Went for our second hike in Evergreen a couple weeks ago and we both
agreed we liked it a little more than the Apex Trail. It was in the
middle of dense evergreens and mostly snow covered (not icey!). We
didn't see any wildlife but did see lots of tracks. There were signs
warning of mountain lions and bears and it was definitely the type of
habitat one would expect to see them. The trail was a gradual climb,
through the pines with lots of granite boulders and such. I think it
was a little over 4 miles total.

Saints win Super Bowl XLIV

Dixie showed her Who Dat spirit, cheering the Saints to their first ever SuperBowl Victory!!!
...she is originally from New Orleans, after all!!

I am 30 years old

K and I spent the day and night in Keystone for my birthday this
year...similar to last year's birthday; however, this time I sat out
on the snowboarding. We had planned to go to Hot Sulpher Springs, but
a storm moved in on Sunday and sitting out in the hot springs in 5
degree temperatures was just not something I was quite ready to
experience! On a whim we called and got a rate quote from a place
right across the street from Keystone properties and got a great deal
for a room. K also got a good deal on a day pass at A-Basin, so we
loaded up Dix (to keep me company while K rode) and headed to the
mountains. It was a beautiful drive up as the Foothills had gotten at
least 3-4 inches and it was still steadily snowing as we climbed.
However, the snow slacked off the closer we got to Dillon and the
skies cleared...the mountains weren't getting near the snow that we
were but it was still a great day to go. Since it was a Monday, K
pretty much had the mountain to himself and got in some good riding.
Though it was around 11 degrees, I wasn't even cold; amazing, I know
and Dix of course LOVED it! After catching happy hour at Dos Locos
and a soak in the hot tub we headed to The Goat. We did not make
specific plans to repeat last year's birthday, but in February the
Mountains are the best place to be and being a local, I guess makes it
pretty feasible. Here's to a new year and new decade! Good riddance
Twenties.
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Valentines Day Snow

Valentines Day Snow
My first shoveling experience! 


 My attempts at creativity...